"Death by Sun"
I have been slain,
the one provides live.
Warmth and light,
Brings my undoing.
Through blind eyes,
Cries empty into silence.
Terror falls on deaf ears,
Pain lost from conscience.
Their happiness,
My death by Sun.
What is known,
Changed by chemicals.
What to do in light time,
Fighting for the dark,
Appearance from lack,
Responsibility releases us.
"Friends In Need"
Being there always, no strings attached,
Simply comforting in all ways.
Letting the steam and pain run through the body,
Freeing the demons and emotions.
When you wanna rant and rave,
I will be there, listening.
To every curse, every breath.
With an open heart, mind and soul.
When you wanna scream to the heavens,
I will be there, screaming with you.
Every pain, anguish, joy, and sorrow.
Losing the voice in friends honor.
When you wanna cry,
I will be there, holding you.
Close to my heart, murmuring sweetness.
Holding, bringing back up.
When you feel like you're falling,
I will be there to catch you.
Wings
"Good Enough"
I am free to love whomever,
I want the one person I will never have.
The reason?
I'm not good enough.
My eyes aren't pretty enough.
My nose is too big and dirty.
My eyes are too small.
My cheeks are too fat.
My ears are too small.
My brows are too fuzzy.
My hair is too red.
My hair isn't silky enough.
My neck is too short.
My shoulders are too broad.
My arms aren't lean enough.
My hands are too big.
My fingers are too fat.
My nails are too short.
My breasts are too small.
My waist is way too big.
My stomach isn't flat enough.
My hips aren't lean enough.
My butt isn't firm enough.
My legs aren't lean e
"Deep Under"
I walk away with a content smile,
During the feeling of tidal waves while.
Then you leave and I'm sad.
I see she's noticed and she's glad.
I close the door and lock my heart.
My seas fall one by one, each a dart.
The longing comes in waves,
Holes in my head, dark as deep caves.
The unbearble longing pulls me.
I see your face and I'm free.
I'm being pulled under in the dark,
I'm deep under, happy, with your mark.
"My Blade"
In the dark silence,
My only true friend comes from hiding.
Silver shine from moon,
Last of time, biding.
Soft, silky melody,
No Rhyme or reason to be found.
Smooth skin pulls back,
Teeth down, constant ground.
In the silence my friend clicks,
Warm crimson life falls.
My friend, my blade,
Is dragged along... for I no longer stall.
~/~
"Wickedly Lovely"
You cast your spell,
How, pray tell.
I'm under your control,
Confused as I am dull.
You have me in the palm of your hand,
I would cross all the seas to land.
you've cast your spell on me,
In love I have fallen for thee.
You are my shining knight,
Casting you star like light.
My stomach turns all dovey,
Simply because, you're wickedly lovely.
Dark Paradise's Angel by DarkParadiseAngel, literature
Literature
Dark Paradise's Angel
"Dark Paradise's Angel"
Many have asked my name,
Quietly states in cold tone, how lame.
Dark and evil it has sworn,
My tainted heart and soul, torn.
Family and friends always hurt,
My voice cold and curt.
Blood and tears have been shed,
Scars and lines on arm have bled.
I wish during the night,
When full moon's sparkling light
Touches my broken head,
For a final, peaceful rest; dead.
Stare at reflection during day,
Demons laugh and cry and say;
"The blame is yours! The blame is yours!
Shaken them to their cores, cores!"
Mirror, mirror on the wall,
Pray tell who killed them all.
My soul has been sent,
Untretrievable, unsa
"Blood"
Things I'll always give:
My time goes to you.
Never ending love and attention
Listening, laughing, holding.
My time is yours to spend.
My mind is in your head.
Conversations, intelligence,
Understanding, comprehension, longing.
My mind is yours to ponder.
My hand will remain in yours.
Always pulling, holding, loving.
Bringing you out of Hell into Heaven.
My hand will always remain open.
My heart is in your palm.
Always throbbing, waiting.
Only open to your recieving beat.
My heart will beat forever for you.
I will give anything you desire.
More than willing,
I give you my heart, mind and body.
I shed my bl
"Master"
Bowed heads, muted thoughts.
Chained hands, locked tongues.
Tears of love and hate.
I must obey.
Open the mmind, heart, and bed.
Meet no resitance nor excitement.
Pain and love hidden behind masks.
I must obey.
Living up to standards.
Listening to orders happily recieved.
Loving freely when alone.
You are my master and I will obey.
"Death by Sun"
I have been slain,
the one provides live.
Warmth and light,
Brings my undoing.
Through blind eyes,
Cries empty into silence.
Terror falls on deaf ears,
Pain lost from conscience.
Their happiness,
My death by Sun.
What is known,
Changed by chemicals.
What to do in light time,
Fighting for the dark,
Appearance from lack,
Responsibility releases us.
"Friends In Need"
Being there always, no strings attached,
Simply comforting in all ways.
Letting the steam and pain run through the body,
Freeing the demons and emotions.
When you wanna rant and rave,
I will be there, listening.
To every curse, every breath.
With an open heart, mind and soul.
When you wanna scream to the heavens,
I will be there, screaming with you.
Every pain, anguish, joy, and sorrow.
Losing the voice in friends honor.
When you wanna cry,
I will be there, holding you.
Close to my heart, murmuring sweetness.
Holding, bringing back up.
When you feel like you're falling,
I will be there to catch you.
Wings
"Good Enough"
I am free to love whomever,
I want the one person I will never have.
The reason?
I'm not good enough.
My eyes aren't pretty enough.
My nose is too big and dirty.
My eyes are too small.
My cheeks are too fat.
My ears are too small.
My brows are too fuzzy.
My hair is too red.
My hair isn't silky enough.
My neck is too short.
My shoulders are too broad.
My arms aren't lean enough.
My hands are too big.
My fingers are too fat.
My nails are too short.
My breasts are too small.
My waist is way too big.
My stomach isn't flat enough.
My hips aren't lean enough.
My butt isn't firm enough.
My legs aren't lean e
"Deep Under"
I walk away with a content smile,
During the feeling of tidal waves while.
Then you leave and I'm sad.
I see she's noticed and she's glad.
I close the door and lock my heart.
My seas fall one by one, each a dart.
The longing comes in waves,
Holes in my head, dark as deep caves.
The unbearble longing pulls me.
I see your face and I'm free.
I'm being pulled under in the dark,
I'm deep under, happy, with your mark.
"My Blade"
In the dark silence,
My only true friend comes from hiding.
Silver shine from moon,
Last of time, biding.
Soft, silky melody,
No Rhyme or reason to be found.
Smooth skin pulls back,
Teeth down, constant ground.
In the silence my friend clicks,
Warm crimson life falls.
My friend, my blade,
Is dragged along... for I no longer stall.
~/~
"Wickedly Lovely"
You cast your spell,
How, pray tell.
I'm under your control,
Confused as I am dull.
You have me in the palm of your hand,
I would cross all the seas to land.
you've cast your spell on me,
In love I have fallen for thee.
You are my shining knight,
Casting you star like light.
My stomach turns all dovey,
Simply because, you're wickedly lovely.
Dark Paradise's Angel by DarkParadiseAngel, literature
Literature
Dark Paradise's Angel
"Dark Paradise's Angel"
Many have asked my name,
Quietly states in cold tone, how lame.
Dark and evil it has sworn,
My tainted heart and soul, torn.
Family and friends always hurt,
My voice cold and curt.
Blood and tears have been shed,
Scars and lines on arm have bled.
I wish during the night,
When full moon's sparkling light
Touches my broken head,
For a final, peaceful rest; dead.
Stare at reflection during day,
Demons laugh and cry and say;
"The blame is yours! The blame is yours!
Shaken them to their cores, cores!"
Mirror, mirror on the wall,
Pray tell who killed them all.
My soul has been sent,
Untretrievable, unsa
"Blood"
Things I'll always give:
My time goes to you.
Never ending love and attention
Listening, laughing, holding.
My time is yours to spend.
My mind is in your head.
Conversations, intelligence,
Understanding, comprehension, longing.
My mind is yours to ponder.
My hand will remain in yours.
Always pulling, holding, loving.
Bringing you out of Hell into Heaven.
My hand will always remain open.
My heart is in your palm.
Always throbbing, waiting.
Only open to your recieving beat.
My heart will beat forever for you.
I will give anything you desire.
More than willing,
I give you my heart, mind and body.
I shed my bl
"Master"
Bowed heads, muted thoughts.
Chained hands, locked tongues.
Tears of love and hate.
I must obey.
Open the mmind, heart, and bed.
Meet no resitance nor excitement.
Pain and love hidden behind masks.
I must obey.
Living up to standards.
Listening to orders happily recieved.
Loving freely when alone.
You are my master and I will obey.
Current Residence: Hell Favourite genre of music: Don't have a fav Per se Favourite photographer: Ask again later Favourite style of art: Writing, poerty Operating System: Sony from roughly 2003 MP3 player of choice: I-pod works nicely Shell of choice: Ew. Wallpaper of choice: ... I would warn those with young ears about the string of profanties that are going to be heard Skin of choice: My own. I taste rather good from what I hear Favourite cartoon character: Ask again later Personal Quote: I walk alone in Hell.
Sorry, I'm back. I have many other accounts and other things to worry about. I usually only every sign onto this account when I'm depressed or have some very disturbing content. I will keep this short, to keep from having your eyeballs melt in annoyance and boredom.
I will posting some new poem and possibly a short story soon. Hope your days and year have been pleasant enough. Till we meet again,
~Jo
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This is from krazykat91 (https://www.deviantart.com/krazykat91)'s journal. I copied her story for the inspiration to others who are in pain.
This journal entry is for all the teens, adults, addicts, suicidal, and simply depressed people out there. I know what some of you are going through. Granted, I don't know what you all are feeling on a daily basis. But, lemme tell you my story, so maybe you can feel some of my feelings.I am not looking for sympathy or empathy, just for peace and I think I may have found a way to find. I hope that my story will help all of you out there, find yours.
I have suffered from depression and anxiety for nearly two years
Hello one and all. As you may have seen, I have been in a prolonged abscence. I am back with a vengeance. I wish to shed some light on the darkness of my days as of late. I was once bound to one man for life, and in my naive little mind, he was the one for me. I have come to realization that he was nothing but a controlling leach on my personality. He wanted both the gratification of my last peice of purity, and the pity that I held for him in my heart. This pity was cloaked by suppossed feelings of love. I have become a single demon and I have never felt so free. All of this has happened wihtin the last two weeks and I have never been more c